What is ur aspiration in life?

Not so long time ago I've listened a song of Beyonce where she was singing about aspiration. She said her aspiration in life is to be happy. It actually made me think about my aspiration in life. What is it? What is this something or someone who will make me happy? My answer is my baby :) it might sounds sentimental but that's my truth. Whole my life can be explained as "live now Fuck future". I was struggling many times where I had no food to eat or no place to sleep. And it really wasn't matter for me, cause I was young wild and free. Lol. But then those two lines on my pregnancy test just turned around whole my life. It changed everything. I was like ooooommggggg is that for real??? Am I a mommy to be??? Wait, how? Why? Seriously? So many questions were coming to my mind. But I was happy. First time in my life I felt this feeling when I am truly happy. Its not alike as buying a new shoes or eating ur favorite desert. Its totally different. It was new feeling to me and I really liked it. And then here the pregnancy goes. No appetite at first, terrible morning sickness, mood changes, weight loss. I didn't understand what was going on but the only thing I was worrying is my baby. I hoped he was fine while I was suffering from terrible changes of my body. Then many things changed that actually put me under deep deep depression. Honestly, at that time I forgot that I have to think about my baby and nothing else. I was too selfish to understand that baby feels everything I feel. I'm sorry, my little sunshine, my love, my life that u had to go though all this shit but also thank you u didn't leave me and always been with me. It was really hard time and mentally and physically for both of us, but in the end of the day we have each other and yes, this is my happiness. I'm on 36 weeks of pregnancy already and my baby is about to see this world :) I can't even explain how would be out first meeting. What am I say? Will I cry? Damn. I have no knowledge of babies. What am I do? But then I'm calming, cause I know, I will do my best for my baby. He is my blood, he is my heart, he is my life, he is my everything. And I will do whatever it takes from me to make his life the best and to him have everything I've never had. He will be a great person. The one that I will be proud of and the one everyone will take example of. So, for the last 22 years of my life I was always looking for my personal aspiration and i found one. My aspiration is to be happy. And my baby, my son is the one that makes me happy and I'm happy that he makes me happy :))))))) I love you, baby boy, and mommy can't wait to meet u finally :) muah, amor :****